/Sunday, March 25, 2012 / 7:59 PM

/Sunday, March 18, 2012 / 9:43 PM

last whole week wasnt a good week for me at all. i was sick and didnt go work for days..now im feeling all guilty..:(.

anyway i really miss my good times when i havent start working..i miss sleeping late and waking up late.i miss working at coffee bean.i miss my friends n managers there..i miss a whole lot of things.

Now,,have to wake up at 6 in the morn every day is not a joke..sometimes i wish i didnt take this job,,but i just need something to start off my career..most probably when my contract ends,im not gonna continue..

i really feel like continuing my studies now..i just feel that im ready for it but im still not quite sure what subject to major in.. haiz,,another thing which i need to brainstorm in..and my mom wont stop asking me to do my homework,,,as in go research on the degree courses online.

Anw,going back to work,,,i don't really like a routine schedule in my life.i swear i'll get bored of it sooner than i thought i would...and i am getting bored indeed..although i end early ,in the evening,i actually get tired and sleepy so i will go home straight to sleep.hah..i need to get out of this.!

and it means less time to meet my bf.from what i see now,,we are just meeting the very most twice a week..i miss him.i miss him all the time.some times i really wish we can meet more often..but its okay..

And talking about him,

i really feel happy being with him..actually ive never been happier being with someone else..i just dont have to worry,,most importantly,i dont have to worry being myself..

im so happy that i found you...sounds so cliche,,,but i really meant it.