/Friday, October 28, 2011 / 3:14 AM

And the shittiest thing that had happened lately was that,my own bestfriend is being such a fcuking asshole. After all what ive done for him,being there for him,supporting him,cheering him up, got his back after a rough mess, that kinda of shit is what i got. All his words really killed me. Im utterly and extremely disheartened of what he has to say. I cant help myself but teared. urgh. What a moron. i just feel like giving him a good punch on this dick.

All i know now is,some things are not gonna be the way it used to be. Yeah,thats me. One BAD move is GOOD enough to change things around..Trust me on this.

On a good note,im thankful ive others who are still there for me,who understands me.People like my cousins,close friends and my captain.haha..Im sure they somehow feel the anger and the pain i felt. Thank you guys<3

/Friday, October 7, 2011 / 3:18 AM

whats my life going to be like, why am i the way i am right now, can't my life gets anymore luckier, and some other unnecessary thoughts ..and the wierd thing is,,all of this arent bothering me right now,,it feels as if all this thoughts are just accompanying me right now at this hour.hah!

well,the tv is on. And its on suria's channel,which is broadcasting ria 89.7fm.which means,alot of jiwang songs which are at the bottom list of my favourites. And i dont even bother to change the channel because firstly, there aint anything else which is interesting and secondly even if there is,,most probably i wont be paying much attention because im more caught up with the laptop.haha..

Anyways,,im really missing those bloody good times working with my good friends till closing. we were just having fun at work. rushing to complete our work just to play monopoly cards..hahah..but im seriously missing working with barneyhs..haiz..sometimes good things have to come to end dont they?

And for my handsome skinny boy...heheh.