Rolling.
eg2! /Thursday, November 29, 2007
/ 11:44 PM
Alrite..skul wasss sucky in the first 3 hrs of eecad this morning.Oh my gosh..i seriusly need help in my work..make my blood boil siak.exercise b gt error need to redo the board again,,exercise c oso haven finish.wtfh.almost cried la sey..arggh!after tat had lunch at canteen 1.saw quite a few new friends there..hmm correct la wt Poh said.canteen 1 is an international donnoe wt canteen..haaha..got this group of students,,definitely nt singaporean,,can see from the way they eat and their language was different sitting next to our table..abu kept on laughing at the way the eat..hmm bad ah u.ahaha..but its true..they seems to be uncomfortable using utensils when eating.like no table manners.....ok,,speaking of table manners,i would nt want to criticise ppl base on tat becos me myself, i admit,,i have gt no table matters..n sorry nurul or whoever if ive caused embarassement to u..hahah...and during lunch time we were super gross la..becos we talking about this website....www.2girls1cup.com.....OK..this is a warning to u ppl who want to go to this website..its superly duperly GROSS..so gd luck aites.......n ya,nurul started to somehow trying to do wtver things the girls tryng to do at this website wit the food she ate..LOL.sick la she..but then i oso joined.ahah.jordan infront of me even asked me to drink the water and goggled wit the food and show him..eeuwk..i almost vomitted hokays..after tat was errmmm...shit i forgot the name of this lesson..its about resistor and ammetor those stuffs?LoL.ok u guys figure out la..it was ok too..and after tat lesson some of us had to go for our eg2 remedial lesson..we came in early and teacher havent reached yet so we 'acted'.ya.i was the stupid teacher who tought them about sex..ok i didnt make that up..wz came up wit tat topic ..n suprisingly,,everyone paid attention?? ahakz..ok,so was drawing and writing down those nonsense stuffs at board when they say..."Eh,teacher! teacher!"..n ya.my teacher enterd the classroom..wahhh, i kanchiong sia,quickly erase all those things at the board..ahahah.lucky he didnt see a thing..veron disturbed me den.."wah ama,first time see u scared"..ahahahah..funny.ok,but overall i love the eg2 remedial better then the lessons ok.cos im more attentive and the teacher roxs..wz, as usual,belo during this remedial..ahaha..but nvm,u keep us awake from the burst of laughter!..after tat went back home.blablabla.now blogging..tomoro skul.den work.den home.ok.tts all.tata
// 12:21 AM
Nuthing much i wanna say
Am doing fine.
Boys suck,,im gona take my words back.
Cos not all of them are.
To all the people there who have been concerned about me.
I really really do appreciate it.Thanks.
But im doing ok.i really am.
Even if i dont,i noe i will be ok.
Dun wurry.i NOE myself ok .cos
im strong emotionally.Trust me.
Im still living so gay-ly every single day..
n tts wt one thing i love about myself.
To kuku and friends,,
dun b so sad ppl.everythings gonna be ok.:).
adiosa...
boys suck big time /Monday, November 26, 2007
/ 8:53 PM
here it fucking goes again.
i am just SICK and TIRED being played around with
Boys Suck..they do.they just suuuucccccckkkkk.
ya.thanks for all the stupid sweet talks.thanks for everything.thanks for giving me shit.
just tat one thing ure thinking of
fuck you!
im not a mother fucking slut like ur mom.
i noe i made that fcuking mistake 8 months ago.i almost did.i dunnoe what i was thinking back then.but guess wat?? i do now alrite..
n u think it is easy?? all the sufferings i have to go through..is more then i can take it.
parents lost my trust.councilling.wasted the money on my bruises..
but i moved on.n i am just proud of myself now nt back then.
honestly im just fucking jealous with those out there who have lovely relationships.
im jealous with my good friend whos now still havin relationship more than a year.
im jealous with my friend who had just broke up and have a new guy beside her.
im not a fucking desperate .i dont go around 'man-hunting'.
but please for goodness sake stop giving me all those unnesseecary fucking False Hopes!!!.
i hate u.n i will detest u.u made me.
i just break down.
maybe this is my karma.ya.somehow i do believe in it..
i miss chatting with you.y r we becoming like strangers.
im sorry if i did any wrong to u.
i dun understand.
slacker // 12:24 AM
Hmm ok..basically today i did nothing..just stayed at home and slacked..i woke up at 1 and had my lunch..after dat went back to sleep at 1.30 to about 6..sleeping like a pig..no,baby sounds better..hahaha.i bet at nite i cant sleep early.i estimate i will be sleeping at around 3 or 4? and so so gonna be late for skul.hope i wont have to rite a cab tomoro..n alamakkk.i havent top up my ezlink card lerr.means i have to walk to interchange and top it up tomoro morning and this oso means i have to wake up early..hurhurhur..which is almost impossible..i recieved a bad news from kuku..hmm.dun wurry too much ok.his gonna be fine..n i hope he recovers soon too..now im on my bed blogging.n ya,i didnt clean my room todae.i didnt tidy up my bed too.i dun see the point to do so cos ive been lying on my bed since yesterdae nite.hahah..i was expected to get scolding from mother but she never say anithing..cool la.this is random but when i grow up i wan to be a stewerdess.LoL.but yeaa.just like my mom.before im in her tummy. be a sterwerdess just for experience.and go to different countries..wahah..last time i gt so many ambitions,,eg. Lawyer,dentist,surgent,and of course C.S.I..ahaha..but looking at the course im in.omg...all fading away la..owite..theres nuthing much else wanna tok abot..except tomoro is skuling..yucckky..maybe im meeting my friend tomoro.see how it goes...so tts all for now..n i love purple colour.i mean all this colours im using rite now.so sweet...ok byetata.
woohoo.sunday is gonna be free /Sunday, November 25, 2007
/ 2:45 AM
Hokay..just came back from work.work was fine at first.later it wasnt when this new trainee came in.wth.ok la..cannot be blame becos shes new but one thing tat pissed me off is tat she has got no sense of urgency.. she was super duperly effing slow.even IB was jammed.firiman started worked too..no comments.After tat went to meet my friends for awhile n hang out,,to nowhere.hahaha.all clse shop alrd.so we walked around like bunch of homeless ppl.gave them some of my muffins.happy la they all.cos they were hungry...reached home at 1 on the dot.wierd.so exact one.hahaha.settled down everything and bath..wanted to find sumthing but bloody hell donnoe where was it..babi la.so i have to sneak inside my parents room.they are sleeping soundly.haha.and today,,i only ate 1 time..woohoooo!..tomoro got nuthing.i mean no plan.so ill be waking up late la.i dun care.i wan to wake up late and slack at home until i really rot.been a long time since i have this feeling..yessa.time to have it alrd..hehehehe.so happy.now chillin in my room on my comfy single-hood bed..haha wit aircon on and lappy infront of me and my bluberry muffin next to me..hehe.im simply enjoying this moment of life....and i love quite sunday morning.but too bad i wanna wake up late.i say only wan to wake up late but later kena wake up so early.ahaha.but i dun think so my mom will wake me up.she never wake me up in the morn to go pasar or help clean house or wtver.omg.she noes im useless in all these stuffs..hurhurhur.sometimes i do wonder how come she allow me to wake up late sia..hahaha.nvm,its good..theres nuthing much i wanna say now..hmmm.what else what elseee,,,,n ya.i wanna get 18 as soon as possible.wwuahahahahaha.ok..tats all for now.thank you ladies and gentlemen..tata :)
/Saturday, November 24, 2007
/ 1:12 AM
Today came to skul half and hour late.But in the nick of time too.Had cprogramming lesson.im loving cprogramming already..i think its fun lar.yea it is..after tat was tat BULLDOG lesson.concentrated a bit and then dozed off..ZZZZZZ.had lunch at canteen 3.waited for 2 hrs before started my eecad test..im was damn blur in my test. i donnoe how and where to start seyy..But Luckily,,,Jordan and Maoxin came to my rescue..wahhhhhhh..tey damn nice la.help me complete my test.i never do anything except for the drawing and watch them do.... BIGGEST THANKS to u both!!!..i owe u guys aite!. seriously ,im so touched..And of course to Hunny! nn Wz nn the rest la who had waited for me.heee.i took the test for about 2 hours sey!.gosh..nnnn Sorry jordan if i punhed ur stomach too hard...hahahahahaha.serve u right la!poke2 my ass summore...haha..i saw his hand at my butt and i turned around n gave him a good punch on his stomach..LoL..Hunny wanted to poke my ass wit the wire but i can feel it.hahaha.so UnpRoFesSionAL..hurhurhur. Try Harder.!After tat went home and get changed and went to work..working was so2..nt tat tired either.luckily today the customers all nt blood boiler...at least most of them dont.N YES,,I NEED A BREAK MAN ...i want to wake up late like i normally do..and just slack at home..slack untill i home sick..waiting for SUNDAY!tata
/Thursday, November 22, 2007
/ 8:17 PM
Alrite. Had Ecad.OMG.those computer stuffs driving me nuts..seriously insane.
Supposed to end skul at 12. But had remedial for Eg2 from 3-5.worth waiting cos its fun and the lesson was understand-able..
Before that ate at canteen 1 and den lepak at lib to do cprogram.ok,dat one nt called lepak..
had to finish up the project.i almost gave up halfway cos my debug or compilation donnoe wt alwaes cannot work.stupid siak.so i redo a new one..it worked.but seriously it was just stupid..i did about quiz but tat i asked stupid questions lar..LOL...jy and wz bad sia.cannot stop laughing when they read the questions..ppl,,tat one is only for testing hokAYZ!!wth..haa.
ok.im starting to eat a lot already.must cut down the food. and for u ABU,,, next time dun eat the yellow egg!or even better dun eat at all!! ahaha..
Happy 19th Birhtday to you Eddi!! ko tetap starkarat arh apepepon..HAHA!Aku tk mcm ko arh eh..ama relek ama sachek lah sey!...ahahaha..KanChOnG SpiDer!!tata
/Wednesday, November 21, 2007
/ 10:09 PM
I passed my cprogramming test.
Still not happy with my results cos i know i can do better..
I still feel the pain on my head on this particular spot.
My class lah,,got nothing better to do and tonyol2 each others head.
I think i did hard one time on nuruls head..LOL
soorry huney.
But it was soo funny..
But this jy ..i did on her head she go poke my body.It was like kena electic shock like tat..damn pain sia but still ticklish..haha.
Do That Again!!...........................pls arh.joking onli!.
Ive been updating my blog like everysingle nite.cos i got nuthing better to do.
And even if ive got no time,,ill find time to blog.its like compulsory alrd like that..haiz..
I thank god im so blessed with love by my family and friends.I wonder how my life would be like if this love is taken away in a blinks' eye.Love is just so powerful.tata.
// 12:02 AM
Came to school late as usual.There are so many things to be done by this week.Thanks god i dont get stress easily.Chill.But that makes me a big time slacker.That sucks.I detest my Eg2 teacher.She is such a mother fucker.Nothing more about her i shall say.Went to eat Mcdonald with my mom and sister.Mcpsicy as usual..I dropped my coke at the M1 shop.But i dont feel bad about it.N i know y.Because ive seen too many ppl spilled thier drinks when im working.So im just one of the clumsy them.Furthermore its more heart painful when sumone spilled the drinks u just made for them and u have to remake the drink.I wish i can scold them..but what can i say.."Customers are always right." .bullshit.Tomoro is my cprogram test.Hopefully i can manage it.N i now officially say nurul is my new lover for real.Luv you darl. .20/11/07.Dun care what other thinks about us.tata.
dollar bill /Monday, November 19, 2007
/ 9:33 PM
Woke up at 6.54 in the morn.Bath and rush to school.ok no, i didnt rush.i took my own sweet time.Arrived school at 8.30.Met Nurul inside toi first.Of all places.Entered class.Gotten back my test.Suprisingly i passed.Im impressed. wuahaha.After school i got a hot date...With nurul.Went to watch movie,Beowulf.Its a nice show.but a little violent.and sad.and *ehem *ehem..a bit turned off..LOL..u noe i noe nurul..His paxs solid la sey..After tat we got nothing to do so we find work to do.We stalked people..LOL.But all of them stupid la.got no sense of awareness.Especially this stupid girl ang moh..we've been like stalking her for around 15 minutes everywhere..but still she didnt realise so we gave up.HAHA.And there was this guy who wanted to interview us on somthing,,which both of us hate..so he talked to me in English.but sumhow we managed to escape becos i said we couldnt speak English..BUT he said he could speak malay a bit..wth.Luckily nurul was fast enuff and spoke to him in Bahasa Indonesia.saying tat we could only speak in tat language..i dun think he understood us but then he heard the word Indonesia,, so he said sorry he couldnt understand and walked off...Funny sia..And ppl giving out helium balloons.me and nurul asked for one each.LoL.since nobody is taking it..then nurul suck in the gas and spoke..wahahahahahahahaha.her voice like chipmunk sey..i just couldnt stop laughing when i heard her voice change..it was too funny to even describe it..she asked me to do it but i said scared mati do tat..LOL.really.sumhow i just imagined i will die doing tat.LoL.Walked pass my work place.I only saw Made working.Anw his going back to Indonesia next year Jan.Aww man.gonna miss him.wt a nice guy,who has this beautiful accent when he speaks Bahasa..but so dammit pekat when his speaks English..haha.I just wtched Chef Selebriti.And all the final 6 are all guys..Lol.But i think guys are a better cook den females.Cos my dad can cook so much better then my mother..hahaha.Wt will happen in the future if males do wt females do now and vice versa.Males got pregnant instead or females got horny faster..LOL....eee. o.m.g.hahahahahahahahaha..wt crap sia me..rubbish........but then i will never know..for those who read this and disagree wit wtever thingy ive said,,pls dun bother to argue with me.ok.thanks..Compro project i haven done.Fcuk.Thursdae got remedial.Lagi fcuk.Compro got test..super fcuk la..All fcuk fcuk fcuk...who invented this word is a genius..ppl used it everyday accidentally or intentionally..tts all for now.adios.:)
working days /Sunday, November 18, 2007
/ 12:38 AM
ok.yesterdae fridae was kinda fun..
except for early in the morning where we had compro.errks.
AEL SUX as usual....bulldog teacher is soo bulldoggy.yea.his face looks like a bulldog except tt he knows how to swallow saliva,,unlike bulldogs.
damn.im bad,,sorry.but i just couldnt stop comparing u wit dogs..
After that went to eat at canteen 3.
nurul and abu ordered 1 egg prata each.
n i ordered 2 egg prata + bawang..which is like i dunnoe wt im doing.
only managed to eat 1 n a half of it..the remaining half gave to abu.
Full already i went gila..came up wit this idea of who could say a word the longest w/o stopping..so i started first but then i couldnt stop laughing..nurul n jy joined in..
but we couldnt even make it to 10 secs cos we would just burst out into laughter.
for abu she gone case,,LOL all the way.
wz was super funny too..from olive oil to oliver oil..summore confident say the word.
wth.hahahaha..n he said tat if i have a boyfie,,i would have crushed him.LoL.
im tat bad meh??...
After eating,,,it was eeps..i shall say now dat i dun hate eeps anw,,and its all bcos of our teacher.thanks to him. his fun and outgoing and heck care heck care type..haa.
the first few minits my class was super quite..he was teaching us and when he stopped he asked.."Y is the class today so quite ah...? its very very unsual....especially these group of ppl over here..( looking at me and izzah )".wth..ahaha.. den we started laughing le..izzah said becos she haven warm up yet..
im proud of myself me and izzah worked harder for eeps yesterdae and we managed to 2 practicals all by ourseld..wit some help ofcourse..its arld good enuff..
LoL..i dunnoe how,,but sumhow we were gospel-ling...hahahahahah..suddenly remembered the movie " sister act". funny la sey..even veron cannot tahan wtching.
when we finished...i got nuthing to do,,i went over at wz place..as he had finished too..he was playing wit the wires and den he came up wit this idea to tie my hair wit the wire..haha..but he do not nice..so i go to nurul's hair and played wit her hair..and this wat came out..
her hair from left view
her hair at back view
and her hair from right view
and it think its cool...cos i did it..ahahaha..
and then after skul,,abu had to blanja me and nurul ben and jerry ice cream cos we bet sumthing and she lose..thanks abu for the big tub..its a nice flavour except tat the mashmallows is too sweet.i dun like.
and den went to work..was super angry cos i was super hungry..couldnt have my break untill around 9..wth.i treated the customers badly.wit my sour face.lucky they didnt complain..had to deco our outlet after closing so reached home super late..
and todae i worked.bz.but nt super bz.nurul came down and meet me..and this is when i was talking to her i think when my milk erupted like a volcano when i was steaming it.wth..its was funny lar.u la go disturb my concentration..the milk spilt all over the area..i gave her a free drink..deh tu nak ajer bler org tanye ye...farah came down to...and yes.since its christmas festival.we need to wear this christmas hat..its a nice hat.we look cute in it.LOL..aS IF...n i think we look stupid in it lar..but
tomoro is off day..yyyeeppey.
i wish.
ok.this is a long post.shall stop here.
tata.
/Thursday, November 15, 2007
/ 11:41 PM
First of all,im feeling bored.tts y im blogging..i got nuthing to blog actually.I feel so much better alrdy.thanks. my coughing is going better.i mean,,i dun cough tat bad animore.coughing is never better..sometimes it just go so bad i have difficulties in breathing.it only means one thing .... ashtma.how i wish i dun have it.its so troubling me..but wt to do.n ya.after for so long,,i got this sudden heart pain again just now.heart pain as in nt Heartbroken kind.i mean real pain.but its only like a few seconds.n when i say pain,,i really mean PAIN.i dunnoe y.hope its nt sumthing serious.my maid is driving me crazy nowadays.arrgh.irritating n W.O.L.S.n i miss my *dance peepz*..tata
// 1:05 AM
im forgetting everything frm now on.its useless.only to bring pain to the heart.i have enuff n im seriously tired thinking about it.been going around the bushes..if this is wt u want,,nah,u have it.n my 8th month anniversary of being single is coming soon.heee.must be proud of it.should i?tata
/Tuesday, November 13, 2007
/ 11:24 PM
Wt a bad day for me.
Just for tat stupid ticket,its revealed.
WAT luck.
Went home and kena nag..sheesh.
i tot tat i would be spanked.
My father keeps quiet.thank god. n he offers me his veggie.LoL.
ofcourse i said no.
but later i will go hungry.
someone called me a
food monster at nite time.its true actually.aha.
N just now when i was walking back home.my left slipper spoilt..i donnoe how it gets spoilt
so guess wt...i walked all the remaining back home wit only one slipper.
wth.LoL.i noe its stupid.but lucky it was nite time.
so ppl didnt really notice it,
some did and they looked at me as though im a crazy..
fucking angry wit all these unlucky things..wt a day siak.
n i lost my spongebob square pants file..where all my cbtl certificate is inside!.arrgghh.
im having a sore throat ..i think im surely gonna be sick if i dont take care of myself now.
the first sign before i fall sick is my sore throat.
i really hate it.so uncomfortable..
i feel sorry for lulu.relax Hokay? u still have cb1 and cb2..LoL.
tts all for now.
tata.
// 12:49 AM
.
Alrite..i just changed my skin.n i luv it.
came to skul todae.
the test sucked!..im so lost.even when im counting the words im lost..i think i wrote abot 238 words.
Had iac..n go to find out im The Inspirer.hmm.LoL...according to my personality test la.n i think i am at times..
After tat went to vivo wit hisham. wtched The Game Plan..nice show
den went home.
Can things go back as per normal??
For me and for my other friends who need it...
Friends bring in so much happiness and love..
Well at least most of them do.
n im feeling hungry.so typical me.hmmpft.
/Thursday, November 8, 2007
/ 11:42 PM
First of all,,happy deepavali to all ppl who celebrate deepavali.just came back from work.as usual,public holiday,very busy.have to do my cprogramming.i HATE AEL...ive nt been paying attention for this lessons from day 1.i need sumone to teach me seyy. i dun wana fail oso.i hate this colour font.but im lazy to change it.Lol..im just typing everything out anw.been sleeping earlier this days..but then i will wake up suddenly at around 3 or 4 and will stay up until 5 or so..den get back to sleep and wake up and go to school..n ya,,im just a slack-kind of girl. even though i noe will be late for skul,i seriously got no sense of urgency..i dunnoe y. its a bad habit i must say.n i need to get a New life man.. tata
/Tuesday, November 6, 2007
/ 10:45 PM
Heyo,
skul started at 10.n i came at 10.30.as usual late...
had tutorial eg2..gotten back my test..n i pass with flying colours,,,7/25.
need to go fot tution.im not complaining. cos i really do wan go for the tuition anw...i finished my mol yesterdae,so means i only had to do the revision.im so happy for myself cos this is the first time i did not drag my MOL. yeepey.but me and nurul were belo todae..teacher had alrd made repeated announcement to hand in our corrections for the test or else no marks will be given..but we happily chatting and playing.we tot dat we alrd had handed in our papers..when teacher left,,den i realised the paper was on my table..n i was like " wadde hell..."..nurul was alrd laughing at me,,but she oso didnt realise tat she put the paper inside her file..whahaha...so after skul we had to go to blok 47 just to hand in tat paper...sheesh.
After went to eat at canteen 2.i hate canteen 2 food.today i bought nasi briyani and fried chicken,,alrd cost me 3 bucks.wth.nurul supposedly wanted to buy the sambal chicken,,but tat fellow aci studpid gave her sambal hotdog instead..lol.
Later it was my group presentation for ecpro.hmm,can say so we did quite well..den we had to design our own moto car,,n thers competition for the fastest and strongest moto car.i partnered wit wz,,n thanks to him for most of it,we and another group won.theres a tie..thanks ah,,and anw,,u still owe me ice cream..hmmm.
after tat was lectur eg2.for the first half and hour,,me and nurul were paying attention.but later we fall asleep,,,suprisingly tat bitch teacher didnt scold us sey..tts good.i think she dun bother oso.hahah...for the last hour,we woke up and started to listen again...den went to toi to waste time,,when we get back,,teacher alrd finished teaching and we were ready to end skul.
i seriously need my own hp now.n im a big fan of sony ericson.when can i get it mother?haa.
just came back frm jb anw..
tts all.
tata.
/Monday, November 5, 2007
/ 7:01 PM
sorry for nt been updating for quite some time..im just recovering from everything..forget abot the past is a great idea.ALRITE, fridae was fine.my class were belo on that day.ya,many stupid incidents and accidents happened..just LOL..skul supposed to end at 5,,but usually for our 5-hr practical,,we ended earlier tat dat..so fridae we ended at 2.30.i think...means i had to wait till 6 for my work..me and nurul were tired and lazy to go elsewhere..n we sat and waited for time to pass by at np bus stop from 3-4.30..nice place to sit.really.wait till ur ass go soar. n theres this chinse ah beng who wore Pink skinny jean.wtfh.and his hair was so suckock!.and sheesh,,dunnoe wt to say alrd..seriously it was so unsightly..ppl will take a second glance at him whenevr he goes..n he kept on walking in and out of np untill we were sick and tired of looking at him..work was tiring den.saturdae i worked from 10-11..seriously god damn tired. my first full shift on weekend..fuh.i survived..sundae went for madrasah exam which i didnt study.ape la nak jadi.den went out jln raya with my friends..at long last.get to see all of them except for this particular person.no wan mention name.org tak jln kluar ngan broasiz mengamok..tapi dier sendiri tk kluar wit we ppl yesterdae,no one says anything..which is alrd good enuff sial... org bbual ngan dier kt msn baek2,dier layan nk tk nak..bbual nak kurang ajar.mepek meraban sak..pikir manenye style lar tu..ur attitude just sucks babe...dun care if ur a close friend.cos seriously it just sucks.so went out wit them was fun.zaki was mepek to the max.crazy fella.miss him sia.and few of the rest 2.reached home i straight away lay on my bed and fall asleep.mother woke me up to go bath.haa.if nt i would have slept till morning..i woke up in the morning and then sumthing happend again which made me late for skul..i didnt go for the first lesson..i did for the second and i was 1/2 late oso..so in conclusion,,im super late..saw dat fcuking jackson in the same bus as me.so sway..and ive never seen him as the same bus as me.wth..and he was standing at the door and i was sitting on the second chair next to the door...i saw him first and i alrd started cursing,,hoping he didnt see me..but no,,he fucking turned to the left and saw me..aarrgh!.i wished i was invisible sak..he nabei kept on turning to the left and stare at me sia.cb.stare alrd he looked infront and smile2 n laugh2 alone.bodoh sak.seriously lucky just now the bus was packed,i could have stood up n box his face..orang giler je sak gitu macam tengok org abeh senyum sendiri..i dunnoe wt to say alrd lar.tok abot him make my blood boil only.n ya.went out wit my friend for awhile just nw.tts all.bye .tata.
/Thursday, November 1, 2007
/ 12:20 AM
omg.i simply could nt believe wat had just happened.everything was so fast.
n i felt so bad.im so sorry for everything ive done and said to u yesterdae.i noe its too late to say this..i didnt noe this would happen 2.
was truly shocking.i could nt believe it at first.but ur relatives would nt lie do they.
fcuk la.i shouldnt have let u leave my house.if only u stayed...will this happened then?
nw is only memories of u n me tat remains..