Rolling

/Friday, February 25, 2011 / 3:40 AM

suddenly i just feel like blogging it out.

To you,as promise..

You might not know this but,i had my first real love when i met you..
i still do remember how we met.our first conversation on the phone ,our first date and our first kiss. those memories always bring smile on my face..

the suprise u did 2 years back.i always think of it when im alone and thinking of you...i cant deny i too miss so many things about you. the good times we spent together.i even miss gg to the supermarket with u..

1 yr 6 months has been an eventful journey with you..there are our ups and downs.i know i cant give everything but i too know and i feel ive been doing my best to give you all that i can to make u happy n stick with me...

i just don wana say all those shitty things tt happened anymore.
8 months passed.and sometimes it still feels like yesterday...sometimes i lay alone in my room and i think of the very last moment i spent time with u.the last hug i had,i never forget how it feels like..sometimes i just miss your presence so much more than u thought...

i wanna thank you for all those wonderful moments we had.the love you gave.the smile and laughter we shared.the warm hugs and kisses.
trust me.you've been a huge part of my life and i can never forget you.i will nvr forget the guy who i sold my ciggs to and fell in love with him.the guy who likes to copy my fav stuffs.the guy who loves to play 'catch2' and give me so many soft toys.the guy who always win bets! and so much more.............

ive learnt so much from this relationship and i hope u did too..

im sorry things arent gg bck the way you wanted...
if only things are much more easier than this....
i chose to move on...and i really hope one fine day u will too..

hope one day u will achieve whatever u wanna be in the future..though i might not be there for u,im pretty sure i'll be proud of u..

Gdbye Harris.this might be the very last post of you..

i know i will read again of our past whenever ur missed and sure it will bring smile on my face.

sweet memories will nt b forgotten.

and hope one day i shall forget everything single things tt had happened.

i wish u all the best for your future.with whom ever ur going to be with,i hope she will give u the ultimate happiness in ur life...and hope u do too...

n take care of yourself alright..

/Thursday, February 24, 2011 / 12:03 AM

yea,i think i should update pretty more often from now on.
ive been busy with work.
and when i come home,im so shagged i just dont feel like updating..

anyways,,bandung is coming near.yay:) cant wait..

suppose to blog about something but..not gonna blog when im not feeling it
very soon though..

gonna sleep early tonight..
bye.

/Wednesday, February 2, 2011 / 1:09 AM

I can give you chances.

But if the heart is closing in. And i dont feel right going back.
Can you explain that?

Let me go.

once is enough.i suffered too much.