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Hi I'm Lina, 22 years old. I love adventure and awesome jackets.
I love my strawberries.
Likes and interests.
Like i said,i love adventure.Would love to see the whole universe if God permits me.
Im a simple girl. Simple sense of style and choose to live in a simple life.
Isnt it sad to be leaving in under one roof with someone you hardly talk ever since you r young? Aint like a stranger Aint like a family too
Cos its sad for you not knowing the real me Cos its sad to even feel awkward being with u
I envy those out there. Who feel or recieve equal love from them I do appreciate all the things you have provided me Its not that i dont. Some people might not even get those things.
But why??? Why cant you do it from the very beginning? As im getting older i then realise how much time we have wasted. And it will not be easy if things were to change for the better Cos im just use to be in this way
Sometimes i just do wonder If you ever were to leave or walk separate ways from us I guess it wont be too dishearthening I'll just miss you. And i hope u'll realise how much we've missed And so you'll take the blame for this Cos i am blaming you indeed,dad.
Was friday..had to work. I was just plain tired ive no idea why..TIRED. didnt join them for supper cos im tired was hoping dad finished the painting before i reached home i was totally wrong. it was in a MESS. ended up me doing the cleaning. argh.im so irritated.. n im quiet if im tired so don ask me unneccessary questions can not people in the house?? stupid.stupid stupid.
anws that fella still owe me like 120 bucks??? BUT she gone missing. fcuk her. y did i even help her!!.stupid sial aku. haizz..
i would like to blog something nicer or anything but im TIRED and all this stuffs mentioned above just wouldnt help it either.
i want to quit fasting alrdy.omg.cos it SUCKS. save ur comments idiots out there..
When things couldnt be even better Today simply just suck balls My hair is ruined by that mother fucka saloonist or wtever u call them. i dun wan SHORT HAIR AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fcuk.
Collected my passport in the afternoon. And omg.i looked like chinese at my passport photo i swear. ???? k tk pe tk pe. Cos there are some people out there who thought i was chinese.Zzz. And believe it or not,when i was younger,there are some people out there who thought i was a boy just because i had short hair..lagi ZZZ.
Met mom today. Bought stuffs for myself sandal=$87 (discounted) Guess specs=$270 (discounted) Stupid haircut=$12 Total=$369. 3.6.9 or wt?lols anws,,money flew away...NOT.cos mommy is there.yayness. Thnks mom!
Not going to be in the same class as my close friends anymore.
Especially my khaki and Partner In Crime
Nurul.
Where got time to do crime like that??
LoLs..
And im not feeling that healthy either.sad.
And work has been..urmm,,slacky?yeah..
im kinda used to be in choatic situations that i felt so *chillax and it seems that the time passes slowly..
And thats because im working on the weekdays!haha..
Weekends are kinda more of fast-and-furious..
Our outlet is closing down anws and we are going to transfer to paragon which closes at 2 in the morn.oh my.Sad or What?
Anw,i saw this shirt at Harley Davidson,which is directly opposite my outlet.
It is super nice hokays...And i wanted to buy it..So my manager and me decided to 'cross over' for a while to check it out since he wanted to buy for his gf too
Found out it cost around $189!
It was actually the limited edition which people like Ashley Simpson only have it..Okays.Dat explains alot about the price.hahaha..SAD.
And even just a womens thong over there cost $75...like wth eh.
Ended up buying things which i dont intend to buy.
Lols.
Anws,had great time with you girls.
Loves.
I have loads of pics but im lazy to post all..
There,the nadz-slenger and the dee-belo:)
Yes,thats me and dee-belo again.
If got nothing to do,camwhore inside toilet k?
And as for today,met dee again for second round of shopping..Lols...For a while though ....... Anws...gotten my results.And yes.I did badly,as expected.But i managed to pass all.hmm.. I seriously need to buck up..blablabla.Its justs so easy for me to say it here.:(.
And yes peepz,as u can see ive changed my blogskin.
I Love It.:)
thnks to my sis too .
wanted to find a red blogskin,but none of it attracts me.i love red.And im gonna paint my room red soon.:)haha.
I dont feel like sleeping. I donnoe why. Maybe im feeling a lil bit of mix feelings right now? yeah,i guess so.
Because in 6 hrs time,i'll be getting my results. And i have no confidence i will pass all subjects. Dat worries me a whole ton.
Because im excited to see my 2 bestfriends later on Nad and Dee for retail therapy.
Because im excited to meet my beloved Bros and Sis this friday to break fast together. And to meet those 'new' friends.If they come. Just hope theres aint no *Bitching from either of us. haa.
Because im sad that my 1st uncle is in the hospital And for those who read the newspaper recently about the guy who was missing when he was working under the sea at harbourfront,,you'll know the story then And he is my 2nd cousin. Missing for 6 days alrdy. There aint so much hope. But we will all still pray for him..
Today was sucky. Woke up in the afernoon and i could feel the pain at my throat ohh fcuk. i hate sore throat. which definitely means im falling sick. And it has never proven me wrong!
Did ice blends and i kept sneezing. Gosh.it was so frustrating hokays. And yea,my voice is so sengau right now.lols.
i miss my WOOLIES. its just a lamb soft toy which i lost it like a year back..
results are coming soon. Im like sooo not looking forward to it. Preparing for the worse.. I slacked like FCUK this semester. So the results will be like FCUK too.
But im looking forward for the retail therapy on Monday!.Yessaah.
Just ate a panadol. Feelin kinda sucky right now.. Pls don tell me im falling sick....noo pls.
Anw. Early in the morning,,i mean afternoon Went for my final theory practice..and i missed my first practice. On purpose.Cos i cant wake up.And i dilly-dallied..There goes my $2++..hhaha. So many questions.And my eyes were only half-opened.So i just click whatever answers which sounds the most right.Lol. 11 booklets.And i passed only 3 of them...power..
After which,i met nurul. Went to lepak all over the place.. Saw shafiq.Kinda suprised he acknowledged me..haha.nice to see you anws.. So yeah,kinda followed this girl wherever she goes.And im like so exhausted.. So i asked her if we can sit for awhile. But no,she FORCED me to keep on walking.WTH.. And A HILARIOUS incident happened just now.. Was resting a while at a certain place when this guy with a motorbike,mat motor la katekan, just stopped right infront of us..He was wearing helmet with long sleeve shirt,so we dont really recognise him,anw,his a stranger...but his bike power!..ok anws,,and the next thing he did was turning his head and was looking at nurul for a period of time.. OK,for once i thought this is love at first sight... and the best thing is,,he just showed the "call me" signal hand,,whatever la,which means he wants nurul's number...wahh seyy. AND SO,,being a no-shame and ok-go girl,,SHE NOT HESITANTLY walked towards him and wanted to give her number.. Just when this guy opened the helmet.. amek kao...BANGLA LA SEY! LIKE WTF..and the best thing,she just 'paralysed' there..and i swear i was alrdy bursting into laughter at the back Sial habes.OMG.omg.omg.omg.omg.omg.ahahahahhahhahahah. i just cant forget her reaction la. member teros phobia sak.hahaha! that incident seriously cracked me up until i canot crack up animore.. ahk.english pon hancur.lol.
Anws,this girl die-die wants me to write 10 interesting facts about me.ive TOTALLY no idea for what..but demi kawan la eh.i'll do it for u..haha.sweet kan aku..LoL.
ok go 1-As u all know,i dont eat durian.yucks. 2-i Love onions..!haa. 3-i love mother nature..especially those crystal clear blue seas out there.ohmy.i wanna go maldives!! 4-i have Really Flexible fingers.especially my thumb!ahah.people get disgusted when i bend them though.hur. 5-i like to play mind-challenging games..eg.Sudoku.Hahah.geek siul. 6-i need to work out on my table manners.like seriously..some of u guys will know what i mean.hah. 7-i like facial/body piercings..dun ask y.ahah.
see this.saw this at a friends blog.and yea,i find it cool too.id get it if its not painful.ahah.i dun think i can stand the pain lor..
8-i love the feeling when i woke up in any quiet mornings with me under my comforter still 9-believe it or not,im still scared to fry eggs..omg. 10-i love red.nothing else to say...
Tuesday. Went for my lesson and catched Bangkok Dangerous. It is a sad story actually.A lil heartbroken too.. Haiyoz.Lucky,its just a movie.haha.
Anw i took a cab And found out the driver's name is Mr.Chua Chor Kang. LMAO. Me and my cousin were just laughing at the back seat.. Bad sia.lol..
Gonna meet my Gfs again on monday for retail therapy.whatever u guys called it. Which means shopping.!! WEE.love it love it love it.been waiting for it ever since since. Cotton On is a must kk??LOL
Talking about shopping.I remembered telling my classmates that im soo gonna withdraw $500 dollars for shopping after the exams And their reaction was likke.."U SIAO AH?" Hahah. Pls la.of course la i wont take $500.......but maybe 600 or so..HAHA.
And right now i have deep cravings for chocolates..like seriously. I need chocolate.!
Omg.Todays work sucks big time. The crowd keeps on coming in when we were about to close And my IB station is like swimming pool of ice blended drinks. Like WTF. And the customers attitude is oh-my-god. Cannot wait go 7-11 buy drinks there bodoh! We arent robots for godness sakeS.
After which left at around 11pm and had supper with them at Cuppage. And i dunnoe how,,we ended up talking about living in kampong life. From memories 10 years back or so till now.funny stories were told... The last time i went to kampong was when i was kindergarten??LoL.. And our topic drifted into ghost story.Like Wtf eh. My manager told us stories about his experience when he was at kampong and it scared the shit out of us. All take cab go home scared sia.hahaha.. Reached home at 1.48 exact and im fcuking tired...and relieved nothing happened.LoLs.i dunnoe about my other friends..
Life's been kinda hard for us these days isnt it? When everything seems to be not going the way we want it or wish. When we thought things are going to brigten up but it doesnt for now. When we cant seem to let go of those memories yet.
And sometimes the last thing you want comes in first And the first thing you want just doesnt come.
I know.its painful. And we cant help it but endure it Cos only time can heal it.
I want to say a BIG THANKS to you people,you know whoever you are,who have been with me all this while. And you guys know that i'll be there too Crying our hearts out are what we did.. But i guess its enough of that isnt it
So therefore,i'd like to dedicate this song to you guys,and to whoever you are out there,whos nt been in the best state of mind,heart and soul....Because it has just great meaning to it.:)
And to nadz,,i hope your mom will be fine.:)This one for you too,though its a lil random.
Hold up hold on don't be scared you'll never change whats been and gone
may your smile (may your smile) shine on (shine on) don't be scared (don't be scared) your destiny may keep you warm
cos all of the stars are fading away just try not to worry you'll see them some day take what you need and be on your way and stop crying your heart out
get up (get up) come on (come on) why're you scared? (i'm not scared) you'll never change whats been and gone
cos all of the stars are fading away just try not to worry you'll see them some day take what you need and be on your way and stop crying your heart out
cos all of the stars are fading away just try not to worry you'll see them some day take what you need and be on your way and stop crying your heart out
we're all of us stars we're fading away just try not to worry you'll see us some day just take what you need and be on your way and stop crying your heart out stop crying your heart out stop crying your heart out
Dad,can you just let go of the past? I dont get you. All this while,we were strangers anyway. I thought those things are not to be mentioned ever again? I dont wanna cry for my past anymore. But you made me.
omg. im getting irritated. my lappy is attacked by stupid viruses.. ive no idea how!! Wanted to download this stupid song and the next thing i know,, theres the stupid trojan. And this stupid anti-viruses thingy keep on popping out. PLus all the porn shittings LIKE TAIK siul.
And theres something wrong with my blogger laa.like shit. EVen im using my desktop now,theres still something wrong with it. HAIYO. nk kenek tumbok pe ni computer. i feel like punching this stupid computer/blogger??! but that will be assholey stupid. stupid stupid stupid.
Just a stupid day when everything just go stupidly wrong! Not mentioning other kinda personal stuffs yet..! STUPID.
Everyone has their own fear. I do. How i wish it will just disappear Or never happened in my life.
I came back home this evening And went to take a nap.. Just even for a stupid short nap,i dreamt of almost everything. But it wasnt me. It was another girl who i dun even recognised. And in my dream i was crying my heart out... Suddenly i just woke up and i kept still Couldnt hold back my tears. And i just wished i didnt take the nap.
People always say life has to move on. I moved on. Bloody hell yea i did move on.. But memories will always be memories. Good or bad,it will always stay within you Whether it brings happiness or pain u will still feel it once again. Maybe not now,,,maybe in the future.Maybe right even in the next minute.
But what i can see now is that i'll never be that girl again. Cos im saving all the troubles for me and my family. And some of my friends too..Who have been by my side all this while.
On a ligher note.. Met nad and wtched 4bia. wahsey..scary siul. i dun usually scream in cinema,i really dont. But this time round,,i couldnt hold it. Partly due to the loud sound system and becos of tat belo girl. She shouted so i terjoin skali..best perr... ok uh,admit it.im scared wtching tat show..hahah!.. But not as bad as her,cos she wanted to get out of the cinema.. Like wth...Apepe eh nad..hahaha. Anddddddd i fast today!..yeeppeyyy..ahah. 29 more days to go.kwang3....
Hmmm.thats all i guess.. I dunnoe what to do now...0_0".
Guess what i just basically slept the whole day today. But woke up in the evening to follow mom to IMM. If not i'll get home sick or something. Which is a no-no for me.
Tomoro im having my lessons again. Anws i passed my BTT. Lucky.Cos i didnt study.haha. After which im meeting darling nadz to sumwhere romantic.....NOT!.haha Tomoro is the first day of fasting month.. hmmm.:):)