Rolling.
/Saturday, August 30, 2008
/ 11:21 PM
Had work today from 12-5..
5hrs of working.It was faster than i thought..
Had to go home for kenduri.
And yea,im only excited for the food..haha
My grandmom cooked.POWER.
Me and my cousin, farah,initially ate the most on a dulang shared by 7 ppl.
Fcuk,we couldnt even stand up after that.LoL
Too full alrdy.
Cos we kinda challenged each other who can eat the most..
At last both of us gave up cos we cant even chew anything animore..
And nw i feel like pukin cos ive been laughing alot.
Gosh.
Talk abit of crap but laughed like crazy.
I like it though.
Isnt it easier if lifes just like tat all the time.uh? uh?
Anws,,todays work is sucha Cock Up day.
Like seriously.
Urrghh.
Spoil my Saturday..
/Friday, August 29, 2008
/ 1:44 AM
Time checked: 1.44am.
I realised ive not been updating properly
Whatever that means.haha
okaayyyyyyyyy
lets begin
3,2,1 go!
Woke up on raining Thursday morning..so the lazy.
Texted nurul to reconfirm dat we are meeting..and yesss we did.
so officially woke up at 1+
And meet her at 4.40 at bugis.
After which went to haji lane.
Sheesha-ed.
And ate till feel like puking.
Nurul donnoe puked hw many times..ahahah.
Andyeah,we were tired luh so just went back home after dat.
omg.life is sucky at the moment.
but ive been in suck-ier times before
so therefore i must b grateful and njoy?
oh lord what crap sia.haiz.
/Thursday, August 28, 2008
/ 3:32 AM
if u were to let the friendship fade,
theres nothing much i can do.
i'll just be mad.
/Wednesday, August 27, 2008
/ 1:39 AM
i just came back home
and i just found out something.
arghh.fuck la nb.
i want it back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg.can cry.
shits.
/Monday, August 25, 2008
/ 12:05 AM
ok.this is so belo
my blogger is so bengaps.
theres always technical error.
geram siul.
anws,
rite,back to where i last post about.
On thursday went out with my bffs
and finally gt my eyebrow pierced actually.
hahah.:):)
Friday morning till afternoon stayed at home.
When out later with a small bunch of friends.
Came back home saturday evening.
Tired tired tired..
Mom nagged.like duh...
anws,happy belated 43rd bdae mom.
BTT tmoro.and i haven revised.= DIE.hahah.
i dun need it animore i guess..
/Friday, August 22, 2008
/ 12:46 AM
Hello world..
I just wanna say EXAMS over..
yea,,so shooo to it.
Results??
im so nt going to think about it
Anyway,,
Fucking last,gotta meet my two besties together.
Since ages i swear.
Gave nadz a suprised advance bdae celebration..
and nope,,we didnt give her frogs and maggots like we did for her 16th.LoLs.memories.
Let the pics do the talking luh



Not emo-ing hokays..aha

Me and dee

Nad,Joel,Dee..chilling at almajlis.

Lol.rambut ronyok muke ronyok luhsey.

Tats nadz,,its her advance 18th bdae..
HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY NADZIRAH.
Love you loads..
TATS all.im tired and sleepy..sleeping soon i guess..:)
/Tuesday, August 19, 2008
/ 10:44 PM
Im kinda excited and worried about things right now.
Yeah.
Im excited for exams to be over
And im worried about the results.
pls dun let me see and F again.
Same goes to all of u guys out there indeed..
Anw my dark circle is getting bad to worse.
Gosh.
Ive had not enough sleep this few WEEKS.
Basically my fault,cos ive no idea why i stayed up so late.
A stupid habit..
Anws,sorry about my previous2 post...
and fine,im gonna let it go.just like that..
cos im not gg to repeat the same mistake.
arghh
hate this.totally hate this.
everything just kinda flashed back into my mind.
cos i dun think my real life has been as lucky as others..
/Sunday, August 17, 2008
/ 1:22 AM
A thousand times I've seen you standing
Gravity like lunar landing
You make me wanna run till I find you
I shut the world away from here
I drift to you, you're all I hear
As everything we know fades to black
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But,love remains the same
I find a place where we escape
Take you with me for the space
The city buzz sounds just like a fridge
I walk the streets through seven bars
I have to find just where you are
The faces seem to blur
They're all the same
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same
So much more to say
So much to be done
Don't you trick me out
We shall overcome
It's all left still to play
We - we could have had the sun
Could have been inside
Instead we're over here
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
Too much time too long defending
You and I are done pretending
I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
Everything will change
I, oh I,
I wish this could last forever
I, oh I,
as if this could last forever
Love remains the same
Love remains the same
/Saturday, August 16, 2008
/ 3:45 AM
oh my fucking god.
YOU.
A Fucking Bitch Backstabber named NABILA
and yeah,i did just put ur fucking name there.
c'mon save all your idiotic excuses
ive already know it all
i told u didnt i
u not telling me,,i swear i will get to know it somehow
Never in years i will feel sorry for it.
cos you have just crossed the fucking line.
revenge has always been sweet.u'll see.:)
lazy /Thursday, August 14, 2008
/ 12:33 AM
One word to describe me this semester: LAZY.
theres still a number of online assignments ive missed cos im lazy to complete it.
im so lost in my revision cos im lazy to pay attention in class.
i miss my lessons cos im lazy to attend it.
i always sleep in class cos im lazy to write down notes.
OMG.
im so lazy.
but,theres still number of things im not lazy to do them
i always go online cos im not lazy to on my laptop
i hang out with friends often cos im not lazy to meet them
i waste my wee hours with them cos im not lazy to talk crap and do stupid stuffs
i smoke cos im not lazy to light them
im always late for school cos im not lazy in staying up late
so yeah,im still hardworking in some ways..
o_o"
people are mugging for their exams and here i am blogging and chatting online and friendstering and blog-hopping and listening to musics and tossing around on my bed and munching on snacks and youtubing and so on and so on...
somebody please ask me whres the pressure for the exams!
and this is what i will reply:
IVE NO IDEA..
i think,,
sadly,but yeah.
seriously,i do feel like its the holiday right now..
hahahaahah.
even today,,supposed to meet my friends at 10 to study..
hmm,and i woke up at 10.40am..
The moment i reached at my friends place,
i started to play pool,jio them along.and we did play..LOLS.
funny siol..and i cant believe i beat pro wz this time round!..sweeet.
after that thought of studying,,but we ended up going pizza hut..lmao.
suke ah siul.blajar pon tidak.
gedebak gedebuk,,at last we start to study at around 4.30 pm till 9.
ok luh,at least still got study,,A BIT.
cos in the midst of it,we actually went to the playground to play...
best or what..
then dey go coffee shop to eat again....
DEN we get down to serious business but for not even close to 2 hrs.!
and and i wasted a lot of money unnessesarily today..argh!.angry.
so how exam like this?
ahah.
steady pom pee pee uh!:):)
/Monday, August 11, 2008
/ 11:03 PM
I just wanted to say that today, at 8.02pm,on the 11th of August,
something happened,
,something which had never crossed my mind it wil happen...
im still traumatized by it.
o_o'
/Sunday, August 10, 2008
/ 3:00 AM
u see,
im just feeling a lil miserable.
i wish i have someone to talk to.
i want to talk to a stranger
so that i can just blurt everything out.
yesterday met my friends to chill at my old place.
that place seriously brings me alot of memories.
hmm,aniways,left at around 3.30 and walked home.
by the time i reached,i was sleepy and went to bed.
and dozed off.
and Thanks,friend.
/Friday, August 8, 2008
/ 9:11 PM
Dear friend
For all the whole year knowing you,
Ive never regretted it,you should know.
Its weird to think about it how close we have become.
Maybe,too close in fact.
We talk about everything because you are yet the only one im comfortable talking about it.
We do share some memories which its better left unsaid.
You should know once i was disappointed at you.
and you should know once i was mad at you.
But ive let it go.
I swear,it wasnt easy.
I guess it has been too long,waiting..
And now when everything has faded completely
Things are happening which i wished it did a far while back.
Not now.
I cant
cause
Ive moved on.
SOME overdue pics.

US.camwhoring.
Was studying...as if.
Dun ask uh y im underneath that table. hahah
We were playing some nonsense game which freakingly made me laughed my ass off the ground rolling everywhere,,,roll and roll and roll..ahah
ok,bluff.
Anyhoos,,had my FOOP paper today.mcm pa la i do.But at least i do.hahah.ok,luh,i mean at least i did study for some..lols.,,the other some,,i just nonsense all the way.. omg luh..FOOP sia.who wants to put the heart and soul into it...definitely NOT ME..
i am still emotionally disturbed by a number of things.Give me some time alone peeps.:(
// 12:25 AM
Today..
When everything seems so unbelievable.
I swear i was tired/sleepy.
I only had an hour of sleep before i went to school..
So i was totally dragging myself there.
Unfortunately i was late for 20 minutes.And almost screwed up my paper.
But thank god one of my mates gave me the answers.hah.
Had lunch at KFC.
Then went back to the school library to study.
'Study' i meant.
I dozed off for the first half and hour.
Woke up and did some FOOP stuffs.
I get bored and restless..
Started to camwhore.
And play a fool with my friends.
Like wtf luh.
And guess what,,,i dozed off again,,this time longer.
Den meet Fana for awhile.
Den go home.
Fuck luh.Im having my soles crack again!!..it just hurts like a bitch.!!!.i cant even walk properly and i have to tip-toe all the way everywhere!.cb luh.
Tomoro is my FOOP paper..0_0".
ARGH.
And to tok man,,we will miss you.:(..
i was feeling to shock about it.everything was just so numb.
but i couldnt stop crying when i reached home and remembering the things u did for my grandparents and even me when i was much younger....
:(:(
i think i just end it here.
omg.
/Wednesday, August 6, 2008
/ 11:33 PM
Wasnt schooling today...YAYNESS. Slept at around 6 yesterdae and woke up at 1.38pm exact.
Watched Sex and The City yesterday night.Lol.
Ya ya,,i know.Im slow..ahah..but it was a nice show i must say.
After which supposed to meet Nad at 3.30 but i was late and reached around 4.20.
She still have the guts to play prank with me uh.NB.hahaha.
Nvm,,ader lori ader bus uh.haha..
We didnt go shopping..oh sungguh tiade mood untuk shopping.
Instead we go eating the whole day.like wtf uh.
It was unplanned though..
We sat at my fav ice cream place.ANDERSON..wohoo.ahah..cravings sey.
Macadamia is a must for me.


Yup yup.tats the ice cream we bought for 3 persons actually.Pathetic siul.ya la..all on budget
today.hahah.
And thats GM.nadz's friend..funny girl who cant stop laughing i guess.LOL..ok luh,,actually it was me and her who cant stop laughing our ass off even on small little things.

Ni gambar pompan giler.Dun ask uh.haha.

Thats me and her. LOV YOU BEB.Muacks.:)
Den we go ea at LJS.kemarot LJS luh me.Dun ask uh.ahahah.
i got lots of pics but lazy to post them here.
Anw.had a nice day..:):):)
TATA
/Monday, August 4, 2008
/ 6:18 PM
Didnt attend to school today.
Main Reason:
LAZY.
well actually not quite luh,i woke up terribly late today.
And because of this,it just effingly dampens my mood!..
Still lazy uh i guess??
Lols.
Anws,i totally miss this song..
Just like a shadow
I'll be beside you
I'll be your comfort
And let it guide you home
I will provide you a place of shelter
I want a be your zone
Tell me what to do
Tell me what you wanted me to do
I'll make you great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
Who will never promise to leave her man
Making vows to please her man
If I could be your angel Your angel, Your angel
Protect you from the pain
I'll keep you safe from danger
You'll never hurt again
I'll be your a.n.g.e.l
I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l
I'll be your angel
Just like the moon
I'll step beside And let your sun shine
While I follow behind
Cause baby what ya got
It is with all the props
With everything I'm not Tell me what to do
Tell me what you wanted me to do
I'll make you great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
Who will never promise to leave her man
Making vows to please her man
If I could be your angel Your angel, Your angel
Protect you from the pain
I'll keep you safe from danger
You'll never hurt again
I'll be your a.n.g.e.l I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l
I'll be your angel
Tell me why there's so many good men
And the world's misunderstood
He's a dog, he's no good
I wish somebody would
Disrespect my man
You're gona have to come see me
go hard for my baby
He's all that I need
So if you got a good one
Put your hands up,
Come on girl and stand up
Go ahead lift your man up
Get up
......................................
the lyrics is amazing.
oh i so love natasha beddingfield..
i dun wanna see my maths teacher this friday,cos i know shes gonna screw me like shit for the CCT..haiz..but i cant run from her either..
National Day is coming.And im working.booo.
I want to watch the show!.
never in my life i watch it live.
Not even during my primary 5.cos i was sick.:(
And im getting irritated by people who KEEPS ON saying sorry to me cos they are afraid they might hurt my feelings or make me feel awkward after an open conversation
Goodness sake,im totally FINE with whatever you peeps want to talk about.
im peace with it.totally...so please dont worry!..
the word sorry indeed can make me pissed off...
if u are too worried,den just shut up and dont talk about that topic..save all your troubles to say sorryS later on..
n yayness.im not schooling this wednesday.lol.
TATA.
/Sunday, August 3, 2008
/ 11:14 PM
Hello motto
OMG.can i just say today is such a lloooooooooonnnnnnnngggg and bboooooooooorrrrrrrriiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnggggggg SUNDAY.YES IT WAS.A PATHETIC HOT SUNDAY.
Totally feeling restless.So i get up and went out today to my old house.Like i had planned yesterday.Just chilled down there.And oh god,i totally miss the place there.Haiz..
Wanted to swim,but nevermind,cant be bothered uh..
I had the whole afternoon by myself.The feelin was kinda good i must say.
U know,sometimes u just have to be alone.
Take note:
ALONE is not equal to EMO.
Aniwaes,i get back home and literally fall asleep till late evening.
I woke up and was feeling super duper hungry..maklumla,hungry ghost festival..
And afterwhich im just staring at my lappy and here i am blogging right now..
LIFE IS BORING TODAY.
so this post=boring.cant be blamed.
what else what else what else
oh ya
exams coming
so better start mugging u lazy ass
Take note again:
im referring to myself
ByeBye Motto
// 3:03 AM
2.33 am and here i am blogging
weeet.~
work was ok luh.
I did EB today.i likkee.hehe.
Mother CAT was one for the MOD closer today.sway or what..
But fortunately shes nt the one to check all the stations.It was Pinoy.:).
That stupid gundu pinoy..Naik darah keje ngan die
And eka told me that if u eat a lot of blueberries/oysters/chocolate,,u can get horny because they contain afrodicides?? afroddiciads?..i dunnoe luh..
ahaha.interesting fact indeed..
BRO sau sau came today.omg.like for donnoe hw many months didnts see him..miss him luh.glad u came anw..all excited sia see him.hahah.
ANWS, i planned to go back to my old house to swim tomoro if i dun have to work.OR if not,i just rot at home.cos i do need a break man.hahah.
CIAO
/Saturday, August 2, 2008
/ 1:35 AM
Omg.1.38 am.
Just came back from work.
Penat luh..Orang giler je tk penat.
Morning had my CCT.i soo nt gonna talk about it.
I wasnt prepared at all.Full stop..
And i just couldnt think straight.Something was just bothering my mind soo deeply.Urgh.
Sorry la Wz,i just cant share it with you....Thanks for the concern anyway.
Anyways,i get to go into Principal of Telecommunication.hah.
My 'dream' course..
At least,theres still my buddy nurul there.ahaha.
We are just unseparateble.(whatever the spelling is)...
Tired like shit.
(edited)
CIAO uh.