Rolling.
/Thursday, October 29, 2009
/ 2:23 PM
am i such a useless someone .
my heart says so..
:(.
SHINGZ! // 10:23 AM
Late for school for 45 minutes.Therefore reached at 8.45am... Thursday and Friday might be a great day or pure boredom for me..
Second week of school,nothing much happened.Only boring routines.
I only look forward for my breaks..
Anw i miss nadz and dee loads.Have not met them ever since since.
Girls,meet soon pls:).
Nothing much to blog about actually.
and yes, Ms Ris low has a new word....... SHINGZ!
/Thursday, October 22, 2009
/ 4:03 PM
Currently in school.Im So Freaking Bored.Project day,from 8 to 5,did nothing.Cos no assignments.
So walked here and there in school.Watch movie and smoke a little.
Im so sleepy right now.My eyes can just shut anytime they want.The only thing that is keeping me awake is this small mosquito bite i had in my leg..ZZZZZZ.soo itchy!
ok.ciaoz..
Labels: bored to death
First day of school... /Tuesday, October 20, 2009
/ 12:45 AM
First day as school.Its quite fun actually.Getting to meet most of my friends once again..Kinda miss them.But canteen 2 food still sucks....PERIOD!
Hmm,luckily mr.cbk didnt teach my class for the first half of semester.And the good news is that theres possibilities that only mdm.eva gg to teach my class for the whole sem:):)
Saw mr.cbk smiling at me when he walked pass my class...ZZZZZZ.He sooooo remembers me. -.-".
And today,i finally told my mum that im repeating another sem.LoLs.Lucky she never kill me.And suprisingly she kinda expected it..lols.
tts all for now.ciao.
and i think i wasted my money on a pack of ciggs.But sometimes i do need it badly.zzz.
/Friday, October 16, 2009
/ 2:38 AM
Went out today.Did nothing much..Bought some new stuffs :):):)
And that indon guy is more goodlooking outside den on tv.hmmm.wanted his autograph but damn,i was doing cashier!arghhh.
and today,im so careless and silly i almost lost something.like shit right.im so gonna kill myself.
And i think i need to see the dentist pretty soon.My gum holding the fake teeth is like bleeding pretty often.I dont know why:(I gt a feeling i need to wear braces too:(
Gdnite.
/Wednesday, October 14, 2009
/ 1:30 AM
I hate to say this but it can get sucky when your familys' religion background is strong,,but u dont.
Sometimes i do feel like a hypocrite towards my own religion.
I can just feel the sense of guilt only by looking at her face,especially when she is down.
oh fuck.i have enough thinking about this.
i cant stop thinking of my late grandfather anyway.I miss him alot.Even though he dont talk alot,i can always feel someone's missing in this house.
I manage to touch and feel him when he was motionless.I could actually still feel his heart beating very slowly,but what could i do then ? i only stood there,looking at him,when i know he was gg to leave.I couldnt even turn him around to see his face. Before i knew it,he was gone forever. It took me close to 20 minutes before i actually cried my heart out.Before that i just wished it was just a dream and i just felt so numb.Maybe because everything was so sudden and shocking.It was just a normal warm evening before it happened. . .
i miss u alot atok..
i still remember the time when you storied us how u manage to survive the cruel labour of building the japanese railway.
i miss my younger times with you.
i miss the way you laugh too:(
/Sunday, October 11, 2009
/ 2:16 AM
first thing first,,my timetable sucks big time.MR.CBK is going to teach me once again.omg..im so sad right now seriously.fcuk him.
at least i gotta meet mr.wong chong meng:):):)
gosh.i cant believe how big i open my eyes when i see cbk in my timetable.shit man.shit shit shit..erghh.
wtever.this piss me off.not gg to blog much.
/Thursday, October 8, 2009
/ 1:26 AM
Its been a heck of a week or more.Seriously,one of my lowest point of life yet.
Im missing my late grandfather so much.
It was just a normal warm evening and he left w/o saying any goodbyes.
May Allah bless you and keep u save always..
Ive been sitting at home ever since last week.Not in so much mood to do anything either.Keeping accompany for my grandmother and waiting for my other families to reach here so its so much livelier.
Im missing alot of things/friends too.I miss work.Not.haa. i miss hanging out with my friends or cousins. I miss my bestfriend,nadz,whose nt in a good shape either.haiz.. I love u babe.Life needs to move on so dont let watever u r feeling right now gets the best of u. U r a good girl.Dont do stupid and silly things either ok.U noe me and dee will always be there for u!... and of course,i miss dee too!.its been a long time since ive met her,like seriously.. and not to forget,i miss u harris:)we meet soon ok?
when skul reopens,its so gg to be devastating.i obviously did nt enjoy my holidays to the fullest.thats sad.haiz.. stress for my modules and exams and of course parents issues.aaarrgghhh.im not gonna elaborate more about this
in fact im gg to sleep already.im working tomoro at 12.Hopefully im early! ive nver been early lately.gosh.
Byes...