Rolling.
stress /Tuesday, January 29, 2008
/ 9:53 PM
Exam is coming.And im doing nothingWhat is this??Oh my god.I still dont have the sense of urgency....Somebody please wake me up!!Anyways,,i just watched tyra show on youtube about teenagers being a porn star.wow..really an eye-opener for me..18 yr old girl being a porn star and a 14 yr old prostitute..gosh..I love tyra la..she is so pretty and gorgoeus and super cool..haha.Well,today i came to skul only for eg2 tutorial..Did our quiz 3..i totally screwed it..im nt suprise if i get a 0 for it.ater went to eat and lepak at lib..pon eg2 lecturer today.me nurul and veron had an effing private jokes about nurul parents..LoLlaughed like mad sey..ahahOmaaarrrr..ahah.sorry beb but i just couldnt stop it.reached home i slept all the way untill 6.DId nuthing much till nw..im so lazy..My final cbtl test on thurs and i studied only a little..haiz..n olso,,ive been having super duper weird dreams lately i dunnoe y.sumtimes it can get 2 sexual.LoL.okk..its nt lol..its very eerie indeed.seriously.like omg la.haiyoo..and when i woke up from it,,i will just feel so strange..hmmm.dats all for nw i think.and ya.i miss broasiz lurh...cn we meet ??picutre for tdae:
And yeah,,i gt a hair cut again..hehe.
veron is trying to hide from camera but in VAIN..wuahaha.
ciao:)
/Sunday, January 27, 2008
/ 11:46 PM
first thing first,,i just dun get it.
i just dun get y ppl are sooo fcuking mean..
for those whoever whos trying to spam me or used my laptop for the wrong reason,,
F.U. alrite??
fucking causing me into much trouble!
but the thing is
i cant believe it she seriously tot it was me..
give me one good reason of y should i called u those stuffs babe.
ive never disrespected u.
n i cn swear it wasnt me..
seriously,,if sumone did that to me and came out to be under ur IP,,i would have thought twice
wtever it is its up to u to trust me not..
i am super tired // 2:29 AM
oh my god.im seriously m tired but i felt like blogging out of a sudden..
FRIDAY:
came to skul 20 mins late again.haiz.cprogram sucks..was kinda sleepy cos i only slept for 3 hrs the nite b4 due to some reasons..and had ael which obviously i didnt even focus..and lastly was eeps lesson which was fun...made a new "we are the impossibles!!" gang with some of my friends there,,ahahahahahaha,,,cos we literally gave up on the buzzer thingy for our circuits..so every thing seems so impossible..lol.
and off to work at around 3.30 i think..reached workplace early so started ealry till closing at 11,,damn tired,,unfortunately sumthing bad happened wit one of my frien,,blablabla,every one was pissed off..
and also there was one bad news for me,,blablabla...at least * didnt quit.
transfer la beb transfer.
reached hme and received a call frm friend asked to meet them.so went out again n meet them at some place*.
and went back home..but only manage to sleep for 4hrs cos have to wake up alrd and go back work again..omg.im like abusing my brain.ahaha.
TODAY:
so ya,,reached hme near 5 and slept for only 4hrs..i woke up at about 10.30am and wen to work..
and worst,,the whole day today i only did cashing(casher).......dun wan to talk much about it la..but im happy we hit our sales target today..ahah..
so nw im blogging..tomoro im going to jb i think wit mom and sis....
blablablabla.
i dunnoe wt to talk anymore..so gg off nw
tata.
/Wednesday, January 23, 2008
/ 11:47 PM
Ok dokie,,first thing first gd luck for the o level peepz for the results tomoro..im so glad those days are soo over,,but now im suffocating with engineering stuffs..haiz.
ok forget about it..lets talk about today.
came to skul 20 minits late..
damn damn damn damnit..
i woke at 8.supposed to be 7.ahah
eg2 lesson was fine..
but ael sucks big time..ive never concentrated in ael..so i know nothing about the new topic..
instead took pictures..
i bought this donnoe wt sour thingy..it so long..1 m..ahaha...but my friends took some alrd so ya,,nt tat long animore..

LOL..i think i only ate about 20 cm or less..the rest i distributed it to mates..
and last lesson was cpro..ohh my..dun wan talk about it..
me and nurul submitted our mini project just nw but i was like crap..haha.nvm..its better den nuthing i guessed...
so i guessed tts all for nw..
ADIOS:)
/Tuesday, January 22, 2008
/ 11:46 PM
hmm..im going to write sumthing more happier den previous post..at least.
SUNDAY:
Went out with mother to bugis.Went to search for her baju for her dinner and dance.
The motto was Shanghai Night,,soo yeah,,go search for sumthing chinese..blablabla.
MONDAY:
Went to skul.Ended at 10.Waited for sab awhile den went to marina with hisham since dat gundu nurul last minit said dun want go.sheesh kebabz..
Before that,,sumthing fcuking hilarious happened..
A guy called us(me n nurul) and we were like pranking him all the while.
It was just the conversation we had with him which made us cracked like hell.
Not going to go further about this...
Played deal or no deal.n i wont a million..ahahaha..as if.
wt luck.and i ate free fries..woohooo.
TODAY:
Skul was fine.fun as usual during ecpro.Class hyper as usual.Had to watch this video about a plane crash like 6 years back. AA 537..ok la.starting off the video was kind of interesting becos we knew y the plane crash and pitied the people who lost their lives...
But laterr come to the middle part,,everybody started to sleep...sianzz
Our teacher den scolded us .."people are dying in that video and u all are sleeping ah?"
LOL...the past let be the past..ok?ahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaaha
ok dat was an exagerrating laugh.
Had lunch at canteen 3 den..
SOme pictures i took wit nurul and jy after eating..
later we had eg2 too..and i paid attention..wee.
aha.ok tts all for now...
Bye:)
/Sunday, January 20, 2008
/ 11:16 PM
I dunnoe how to express it.I dunnoe how to express what and how i am feeling right now.Its just a damn mixture of everythingThat only God knows.Please help me. Cos i need a direction.Please give me a sign to show me what im suppose to do.Yesterday was one of the best night i must say.I went to work half-heartedly and prayed everything would be ok.But it was just more then an Ok.Unfortunately,it wont last very long.And this is when people say, Good things will come to an end.I seriously need a time on my own.......Everyone is leaving.Especially the nicest people ive met.Why?..
mixtures of everthing /Saturday, January 19, 2008
/ 1:42 AM
Im already missing Made.
I didnt get to say goodbye to him properly before he left back to Jakarta.
He was the first perosn i talk to.
And he will not come back.I just felt a little regret.
All i wanted to say to him is just A Big Thanks for everything he had done for me.
I really appreaciated it a zillion lots.
Miss you kura-kura.:).
N am i just too loyal.
I think i am.n im beginning to believe what U said,,that i can be very loyal,,too loyal indeed.
Which can bring up to no good.
But i cant help it.I wish i could,seriously.
Its just hard for me to let something go where its already stuck to my mind and soul.
Can there be a point of time where im just alone in a deserted area
Doing nothing except flashing back all the greatest memories
How i wish good things dont end more quickly than what i expected.
There are sooo many things in my head right now.
I dont know where to begin with.
weeheee /Thursday, January 17, 2008
/ 12:01 AM
Hmm.i dunnoe y im happy today..But yeah.i feel soo,,,,delighted? Alrite first of all,,a piece of sad new for me..i came to school late today!..argghh..dammit lar..supposed to wake up at 7 since class started at 9..Unfortunately,,,i woke up at 10!..stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid..so i didnt attend my eg2 and ael..so i just brought a small bag today and my lappy..wee.i think this is the main reason y im happy..so dumb. hahaha.ate super a lot today..kept on buying stuffs to eat.waste my money also.haizz.food is just so irrisistable.tomoro i have 2 tests coming up..soo, good luck and all the best for me..exams are just around the corner..fuck.haven start on anything yet...oh my.and to nurul,,good luck for ur ael tomoro..all the best too!hope u can make it.ahha.sure u will.alrite...i just read another horoscope thingy by sumone who sent it to me thru email..i dunnoe if its true but i like reading all this stuffs cos its just very interesting and entertaining..but sometimes i think its kinda true too...ARIES ¨C TheDaredevilEnergetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic. Hmm..i think i have to agree to some of it.energetic--i do sumtimes..and i think sumtimes it bothers nurul..ahaha.adventurous and spontaneous---maybe more to adventurous...spontaneous??? urgh.confident and enthu---very the enthu sumtimes but too bad not so confident fun--hahah.i tink so.loves a challenge--duh.EXTREMELY impatient----no no no no no..i AM impatient but not EXTREMELYsometimes selfish--so so truelively---depends on my moodpassionate---about wt? ahahasharp wit---wts tat?outgoing----yes yeslose interest quickly----haha..so me.easily bored----i am easily bored..so ppl,please entertain me or i go crazy.rite nurul.egotistical---hmmm?courageous and assertive---wts assertive i dunno..courageous,,oh wellphysical n atheltic---err.more to physical i guess.alrite..tts all for nowmore coming up i guess..ahhacheers:)n im still wondering y i feel happy out of nowhere..maybe sumthing goods' gonna happen.haaha..hope so.adios.
c1 in black /Tuesday, January 15, 2008
/ 11:57 PM
wohhohoho..hmm alrite.. today i shall say was quite a fun day for me and my mates.
early in the morn,,i woke up early.ahah..tot i wanna reach skul like super early as usual..
but waited for that 61 like shit..
so i came to skul on time..
arggh no fair!.felt like punching the bus driver and ask y is the timing not right today..
tey are suppose to reach at the bus stop there at around 7.23 but the bus came at 7.40.and it was damn packed...so i waited for the second bus..sheesh
first lesson was eg2 tutorial.blablabla..took some pictures of my mates donnoe they doing wat.


Yeaahh!..me and abu.:):,)

abu grew up in a blink's eye..
after tat we had our lunch at canteen 2..ex ex ex pensive..and headed to our next lesson,which is ecpro..had to build a bridge using satay sticks..my partner is wz..eheh..help to put the glue and i kept on touching the hot wax..hot siak but addictive..donnoe y..so i just keep on touching it for like every few minits to feel the burn on my skin..ahahah..
and heres our combine bridges, from different groups..
and during this lesson,i kena squashed by jordan,nurul and douggie at the corner of the classroom,,i dont really know wat happened but it was like too fast...cos ok fine,i started first,,wanted to hit jordan's back to revenge,,so me and nurul like pakat and chased after him,,so he stood up from his chair and moved back to the corner,,nurul alrd gripping his hand and at that moment i smacked his arms hard but suddenly this doggie extra chilli started to join and pushed all of us to the corner and damn i was in between nurul and jordan.kana sai.i hurt my back and hit the wall.i think jordan go squeezed my hand to hard oso ahaha..nurul got a red mark at her arm till skul ended.lol..violence siut..
and during this lesson oso our class took a class photo for fun,cos most of us wore the same colour..all planned actually.

jy (sexy lips huh??) ,me and nurul.
And my class photos for todae:):):):)

after tat had eg2 lecturer..damn sian..tat bitch teacher screamed and scolded us again..slept all the way for the last 30 minits..dun care about her animore at that point of time and just slept..
her screaming was just irritating lar..mcm nk pekik tapi tk menjadi gitu...(like want to scream but cannot scream cos no voice come out)..so me and nurul and abu was giggling at the back,,n i think it was a lil too loud cos she heard it.
"U THINK THIS IS FUNNY ARH?!?"
"IF WANT TO LAUGH GO OUTSIDE LA AND LAUGH,,, THE DOOR IS NOT LOCK WAT!"
while she kept on throwing her marker and picked it up again and throw again and pick it up again...stupid rite..if wan to throw make sure throw far2..gundu.ahahah..
after tat was home sweet home..bus 61 oso needed to wait for so long..and i bought 5 sushis today and ate themm all upp...YUmmMEEYY!
all rite..tts all for now..gtg and sleep..
nites.
SAYONARA:)
/Sunday, January 13, 2008
/ 5:25 PM
I dont exactly have an exact reason to blog right now.
I just wan to type and read what i am typing.
This is in total my 3rd time deleting everything and typing a new.
I have a question to ask you readers
Give me a word that best describes me.
Cos i want to know.
What i thought of myself might be simply an opposite of what others might think of me.
I accept criticism.Dont worry.
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gosh /Friday, January 11, 2008
/ 11:56 PM
hmm..this week has been quite a bad week for me..but nt all of it....Monday: Finished comt at 10 and went to cineleisure to watch AVP2 with nurul,sham and zul.the show was nt bad. but the predator is hot and macho except if it removed the mask..urgh.wt a sight.Tuesday:Lesson was just fcuking boring. Did presentation on our ecpro.but that teacher keeps on shooting all the groups.irritating siak. and for eg2,i dun bother too cause i know i wont understand,but lucky we have our bantal teacher..aha.our tutorial teacher i mean.Wednesday:lesson was just boring once againThursday:i hate it.getting all the flu and sore throat.hurting like hell.i knew im gonna be sick again..Lesson ended at 11..and next lesson was at 3..damn long lar..so went to eat at al-amin and went back to skul library and slept all the way..Friday:
totally sucks..i was not feeling good at all.i have to keep on using my inhaler cos i had trouble breathing properly,until abu scold me cos i dun wan go see doctor.ahah..wanted to go home but i wanted to do the cprogram test by today..and the paper was even more sucker lar..sure i get A* lar.did soldering during eeps.and i kept on breathing in the fumes.wth..and this cough is killing me.fcuk la.y must i have asthma.??..and im the only one in my family who has it...gerek.after that straight away go back home.i need my medicine in instant.Saturday:most probably im nt going to work.i need a rest man.my body is aching everywhere.adios.
/Wednesday, January 9, 2008
/ 11:30 PM
I need to add in one more resolution:-To have enough sleep.Hell ya i need them,because ive been sleeping late everynight.It such a bad habit.Most of time i will sleep at 3 in the morn and which means i only have maximum of 5hrs of sleeping only..which suxs...i tend to get sleepy in lessons and will sleep like duh..alrite,its time to get to bed early my dear..had flu today..wtfh..i just cant stop sneezing in class.it was dammit irritating lar sey!..n i can hardly opened my eyes as it was just too watery.And so i have to drink a lot of water cos my throat is just to painful and itchy..but the thing is i cant take in too much water becos i will somehow feel uncomfortable havin too much water in my stomach.and i can just feel like vomitting..eerks.so many stuffs needed to be done this week.haiz...stressful la..but nvm,i noe how to chill myself.ahahkz...ni sumer relek..:):).
fuck /Tuesday, January 8, 2008
/ 11:01 PM
fucking shit. i dropped my mp3 inside the toilet bowl.
at first i try to see if its ok....it was okay..
but later on,,i checked again..and it was GONE CASE...fuck it la.
arrgghhh,,how can i drop it in there of all places??!?..
damn,i need to find the warranty card lar..but i dunnoe where also..
huhuhur.:(:(:(
maybe this is the punishment to alwaes listen to the radio during lessons!
aaaggghhhhhhh.
damit damit damit.
how? my mp3 spoilt, no hp,,and the ear piece is like the sound oso chialat like tat..
and today is nt a very gd day for me too.
long story.bngebkswkldsgbvk
klszfnksngkbn...@*!$gfjafiu*$#2@!!!
/Sunday, January 6, 2008
/ 2:06 AM
Been some time since i updated i think..I dun think its soo long.Cos ive seen worse.Alrite let me start from Thursday.first of all, i wanna say that the first week of school ive been super early.haha.happy and proud of myself.first lesson was eecad.hmm.no comments.den was breakfollowed by ael practical..was SUPER DUPER sleepy la sey.i was like fidgeting around to keep myself awake.go all over the place.and i saw nurul fall over the chair she was sitting down..FunnY siak. so clumsy.laughed like hell.After tat supposed to have a remedial..we thought la.but ended up no remedial.pasal aku ngan nurul memperbodohkn dorang.LOL.panjang ceritenye.FRIDAY:HAd cprog for first lesson.alamakkk.this one more sleepy sia..and the classroom was so cold la..i kept on going out to the toilet cos cant stand the coldness.After tat was break and then the 5hr practical lesson..donnoe ah wt lesson.forgot again.but the lesson was kinda fun cos did drilling..aha.love to do this kind of stuffs.nurul cant turn up due to some reasons..after tat met up wit nadz and went to dee house and chill.at nite went out wit family for a movie.Saturday:WORK WORK WORK.and im hating my manager cat more.long story.fad becoming mangaer soon.coolshit.and indra coming back to work.another great piece of news so tat our work wont be soo stressed up.jen transferring..a new manager coming in oso.they say he is fun.so ya.gd news.now left tat bloody cat..haiiya..and just now i read this sumwhere about my horoscope..:aha.ARIES- THE PLAYER(3/21-4/19)Nice. Love is one of a kind. Greatlisteners Very Good in bed... Lovernot a fighter, but will still knockyou out. Trustworthy. Always happy.Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERYFORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has abeautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THEMOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luckif you do not repost.okays.some i agree but some i dont really agree and some i have no idea..but te last sentence is crap la..tts all for now.thank usayonara.:):)
/Thursday, January 3, 2008
/ 1:56 AM
first day of skul is just a total hectic.
feeling so tired
and feeling so sleepy all the time
guessed im still in the holiday mood
came to skul like 30 minits early today.
nice to see my friends today.
but work sucks and project even more sucks.
exam sucks too.
teachers sucks big time.
My Newest Resolution:
PAY ATTENTION FOR AEL.
tts all for now.tata.
ADIOSA:)
Happy New Year! /Tuesday, January 1, 2008
/ 2:07 AM
Hmm,,i noe its like 2hr 07 mins late after 2007.
haha.but im still gonna post in..
2007 has been a great year for me..
a lot and a lot and alot of new friends found here in my new school..
and anywhere else..
somehow i felt this year had gone past soo fast w/o me realising it..
and so many unexpected things happened.
that makes me who i am today..
ive grown more matured ,i shall say..
but i hell know theres still a kid in me..aha.
so many experienced ive been thru.
so many kinds of ppl ive met
so many mistakes ive made which ive learnt sumthing from it.
so many things i wanna do in this new year
but my main resolutions are
-be more honest about myself
-be less psycho (im suffering from it.honest)
-to appreciate more and dun take things for granted too much
-HANDPHONE
-quit my job.haha.
-get a new job
-flirt less.:)ahaha.
-a new bf???
-nt to make the same mistakes
and the list goes on and on and on
n i nt to forget,,i luv my bestie soo much.and i miss every single each of them..
and i miss my bros too.especially zaki..?ahahah.donnoe y his missed..
maybe i just remembered all his kindness when we were still in skul..
so HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPZ...:):)